10 Years Ago

10 years ago...You watched me lose my Driver License and work 3 jobs daily to pay bad debt off and get my license back.

10 years ago...You watched me date fail at school because I thought partying was more important.

10 years ago...You watched me turn 19 and head to Canada to get drunk and then take days to recover.

10 years ago...You watched me date endless lines of losers. One who went to jail, one who killed himself, and one who treated me like dirt.

9 years ago...You watched me slowly slip away from those who loved me the most and turn to those who laughed at me the most.

9 years ago...You watched me get beat by a chic who could have killed me.

9 years ago...You watched me come back alive because of that chic who almost killed me and made me realize that I needed to do something with my life.

9 years ago...You introduce me to one of my greatest friend who later in life turned out to be one of my best friend and little did I know a god gift.

9 years ago...You introduce me to the love of my life. The man who changed my life.

9 years ago...You watched me go though the toughest surgery I've ever had to go though. Having my jaw broken into a million pieces and my whole mouth moved around and then wired shut for 6 weeks! (the best way to lose weight) and Damm TMJ.

9 years ago...You watched me move out of my parents house into my cousin house.

9 years ago...You introduce me to some of the best people and some friends I'll never forget.

9 years ago...You helped me grow.

8 years ago...You watched me turn 21 years old and have the time of my life!

8 years ago...You watched me move out my cousin's into my own apartment.

7 years ago...You watched Dave and my relationship go to the next step. Him moving in.

7 years ago...You watched me fight a HUGE weight battle (almost 300lbs - big diff. when a year ago I was only 165).

7 years ago...You watched me get engaged and plan a wedding.

7 years ago...You watched me lose a family member that was too young to go.

7 years ago...You watched me grow into an adult.

6 years ago...You watched me marry my best friend.

6 years ago...You watched me move up in my company and become a HR Director and Benefits Manager.

5 years ago...You watched me lose my great grandma.

5 years ago...You watched us move from our apartment into my great grandma's condo.

5 years ago...You watched me start my own business with my mother and another co-worker.

4 years ago...You watched me nurture a baby in my belly. Along with that you watched me nurture a baby with 2 other women - April and Sue.

4 years ago...You watched me watch my baby brother Graduate High School and head off to Ferris State.

4 years ago...You watched my husband lose his job just weeks before closing on our house and having our first baby.

4 years ago...You watched us move into our 1st home.

4 years ago...You watched me give birth to my 1st born child - my daughter Adrianna.

3 years ago...You watched me bury my Father in Law with my husband.

3 years ago...You watched me nurture another baby in my belly. Along with my friend April again who was expecting.

3 years ago...You watched me become a Godmother to a wonderful baby boy name Nicholas.

3 years ago...You watched me give birth to my 2nd born child - my daughter Gabriella.

2 years ago...You watched me grow into a mother of two while working a full time job.

2 years ago...You watched me struggle with my husband job situation.

2 years ago...You watched me grown into a different person.

The past year...You've watched me give birth and share the stories of the birth.

The past year...You've watched me learn that I have Ushers.

The past year...You've heard my Italy stories.

The past year...You've watched me learn that I was expecting. The learned that I've lost the baby.

The past year...You saw that my day here at the office was coming to an end.

YOU- Pamar Enterprises, Inc. have watched, taught, and helped me more then you'll ever know. I will miss you more then you think. You've watched me go though the good times and the bad times. You've help me grow into the person I am today. You've taught me how to start from the bottom and go to the top. You've watched my mother and I go from yelling and screaming on daily basic to learning how to work side by side and separate family vs work. You've watched me fail. You've watched me cry. You've watched me yell. You've watched achieve. You taught me to laugh, to live and have fun! You've watched me over come fear. Lastly, you've taught me who I am and what I want to be. For that I will be forever thankful.

I hope my next 10 years are just as fun.